2007年10月16日
今日11点几的时候同茗讲电话的时候无聊update下个IMMI里面我的ACC突然发现怎么跟我平常看的时候不一样呢?!有所一个
message啊!!!!之从6/28号之后它一直都没有UPDATE过嘎今日终于有进展啦!!我马上系电话里面大叫!哇!我终于等到今日啦!!从16号开始我就是澳洲的永久居民了!!oh my god can u believe that?! this is my bigest birthday gife in this year!my birthday wish which is come trun!!thank god!!give me such a wonderful gife
2007年10月07日
多谢zoe介绍我给她的同事,我快要变成她公司的专署hairdresser了 今日除了要做两个印尼妇女的头外,我还要帮一个BB女剃她的第一次头发啊!!除了她父母很兴奋外我也很兴奋啊~因为我都系第一次啊!
.本来我很担心bb会很害怕个shaver,因为通常BB一听到那个迪迪~的声音就开始哭到要把整座楼都要给拆了一样.但进入个bb女超级乖啊完全没有哭只是死咬妈妈的衣服而已
hey crystal u being a good gril
但染不促那个我想要的结果…..
不过ZOE本人喜欢就好了>v<sp; coz of the thunderstorm, zoe will stay at my place. zZZzzz
我们还一起玩煮饭仔.整左我想吃很久的酥皮玉米浓汤 yummmi
2007年10月05日
今日同zoe去左GOLD COAST去陪她的朋友WHICH are come form HK,这是我second time自己坐火车落gold coast,已经预早了时间去坐火车,9点出门bus-> train->bus,finaly 到gold coast 的时候已经12点几了.劲游车河啊~到了那里MEET了zoe的朋友,他们居然说那里的店差不多都诳玩了想去HABER town
又要坐bus….
经过差不多1个小时后终于到了haber town可以慢慢逛了,慢慢逛?!哦!真的很佩服HK friend啊!!!超能诳的!!!city beach居然可以在里面呆了一个小时?!我自问已经很能诳了,而且脚力很好SHOPPING都不会喊脚累的.但今天我真的时候甘拜下风
.到了晚上7点多的终于等到S哥哥来搭救我了,那时候我快累死&饿死了,然后他带了我们所以的人又回了Gold coast吃德国猪脚,不得不说有车还真是方便啊~~明明在早上from gold coast to haber town we need half hours by bus.but by car we just need 15 min then we come back again!!oh~oh~
“Milton, Milton, you have to go there and try their hot chockie” said Simon. so, we went there. unfortunately, the cafe closed. bumped to the boss of the cafe, we jus asked him if he could give us a free drink next time as a compensation of Kian's and Dexter's loss… haha.
hopped in the car, an other new idea came up “Have you been South Bank?”. not to mention what happened next, right?
guess what time we reached home? 03.00!!! my God, we were so crazy.
2007年10月03日
把淚水當作學費
一次一次
因愛
而繳交
把愛的語言一一當作學習愛的筆記記下
一篇一篇
反覆自己的情緒還有記憶
終於發現你不愛的
才是我該學會要愛的
那個不停的想被你愛的
自己
但是
眼淚
繳的越多就能真的能學會愛了嗎
我們就真的能畢業了嗎……………..?
转贴:http://tw.myblog.yahoo.com/annieyi-annieyi/article?mid=-2&prev=63197&l=a&fid=1
2007年10月02日
愛的利齒
當你愛上一個人，你就賦予了他傷害你的權利。
而我只能透過書寫，來減輕每一次你給我的傷害。我曾經對你說過，我的人一直都是書寫和眼睛最誠實。當我書寫時我的心總是赤裸的，能被你遍覽無疑。
愛你的時候我最美麗，也渴望變美麗。那種美麗帶著許許多多陰性的敏感於與細膩，當你第一次牽我的手，用你微微瞇起的眼睛看我，我只感覺那一刻的自己如此軟弱，就要倒在你的懷裡，任由你愛我。
在我生命裡，你是第一個召喚我陰性靈魂的雄性軀體。在夜裡想念你時，身體與心都在發緊，我想念你時眼神如此迷離，是你讓我明白自己的身體與心如此美麗。面對你我總是感覺無法呼吸的窒息。當你撫觸我，那種溫柔與暴虐都存放在我的肌膚中，閉上眼我隨時便可以回憶起那一刻的溫度與氣息，而那是第一次你用既冷且熱的眼神看我時，我就明白自己已經徹底的無法逃離。
因為你；白天的自己充滿快樂希望，卻也因為你；當夜晚來臨，心就開始破敗傷怨。我曾經幾度想要離開你，但離開你就等於離開了最美麗的自己，我捨不得那個為你在愛、在瘋狂、會拼命想要勇敢的自己。卻也更捨不得你那充滿傷害卻豐厚的愛情。我讓你割傷我，還閉眼感激。我對愛的不成熟和癡癡依戀，讓我彷彿被你蒙上眼睛，赤裸了身體，拿著夏娃的蘋果，一步一步走上滅亡的誘惑，你誘惑我愛你，但你不夠愛我。
是書寫一次一次幫我渡過那些傷痛，幫我舔輕愛的傷跡。是文字抵抗了愛裡最最最不堪的不誠實，只要我還能書寫我就能愛你，也因為你才能繼續書寫與文字哀傷纏綿。
最愛的女作家鍾文音說:
愛情像是我每夜渴求的鮮血，但我卻沒有長出刃牙好狠咬愛情一口。
而你狠咬著我的愛的利齒，我何時能清醒地避開或尋找其他的愛情來救贖我？
當你愛上一個人的時候，你就賦予了他傷害了你的權利。是的；我明知你會繼續傷害我，我卻還是不願意走。也許是因為那利齒的啃噬中既有切膚的疼痛也有奉獻的快樂，而人們的靈魂一向是最耽溺在矛盾與迷惑之中。
所以；今晚我還是會說，我愛你，請你繼續傷害我。
转贴http://tw.myblog.yahoo.com/annieyi-annieyi/article?mid=-2&prev=66213&l=a&fid=1
2007年10月01日
喜欢这歌里面的风铃声…..最近不知道怎么了,喜欢听英文歌 coz i becoming to be a oz?
hope you down
[Jennifer:]
Now you've been holding me down
For such a long time now
From back then
To now in my story
Straight from the hood
You've always been there for me
And ya had my back
(When they) Back when everybody said
I wasn't anything
It was you who had me holdin' on
No matter what was goin' on
So no whatever ya need I got you
[Fat Joe:]
Reminiscing that 6 train from way back
Now its sky blue phantoms and stretch may backs
Sweepin' them floors in them Bronx apartments
Mira esta que on that red carpet
With Pun died you was the first to call me
I never told you but you was there for me
Whatever you need, I'll be there for you
Crack - I got ya back for real (True story)
[Bridge]
[Jennifer:]
Now my loyalty, will always be
With you, if you just promise me
That you'll stay real just like you are
'Cause baby you don't have to change (no)
[Chorus]
[Jennifer:]
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
Boy, I'm gon' hold you down
[Fat Joe:]
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
Girl, I'm gon' hold you down
[Verse 2]
[Fat Joe:]
2005 Rakim and Jody Watley
Why'd she paint such a picture so perfect
Quite possibly
The real expression from BX
To South Beach
I'ma always hold you down, girl
You can count on me
[Jennifer:]
So remember this whenever I call
We go back too far
We've been through it all
Even though we haven't spoke
In so long
Ain't nothing has changed
Not a damn thing, baby
[Bridge]
[Jennifer:]
Now my loyalty, will always be
With you, if you just promise me
That you'll stay real just like you are
'Cause baby you don't have to change because
[Chorus]
[Jennifer:]
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
Boy, I'm gon' hold you down
[Fat Joe:]
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
Girl, I'm gon' hold you down
[Verse 3]
[Fat Joe:]
Like green, it's the autumns
Things will stay
This industry, yeah, I fought
Made me this way
Get between me and J.Lo
I simply stay
You better off sweepin' leaves
On a windy day (no)
[Jennifer:]
So I don't care about the situation
I'ma ride for you if there's a complication
Every time you had my back and all
When we were young
Now you Joe, we crackin' off
[Bridge]
[Jennifer:]
Now my loyalty, will always be
With you, if you just promise me
That you'll stay real just like you are
'Cause baby you don't have to change because
[Chorus]
[Jennifer:]
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
Boy, I'm gon' hold you down
[Fat Joe:]
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
Girl, I'm gon' hold you down
[Jennifer and Fat Joe:]
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
I'm gon' hold you down
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